Help I really need advice please help!

[wuaroi]

Hi guys, I'm in desperate need for help. After 30< failed attempts I decided that I was just going to wait 2 years until I could have access to H2S or like a gun. But things have happened so now I don't think I can make it that long .

Has anyone actually found a method that works ? Ones that don't need access to a bunch of random stuff not found easily. When I read other posts they're either about methods with a chronically low success rate or ones like SN and like whole tanks of nitrogen…

I've been interested in ones that cause quick death since they mean there's less time for rescue but it doesn't seem like there's many out there. Ligature asphyxiation sounds promising but risky and difficult. Have you guys found anything? The reasource thing pinned in suicide discussion doesn't seem to have any .

Man I wish I could just have access to a gun or someone willing to do a blood choke :/ but since I don't I hope someone here can help may know of some alternatives

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I hope for is to not exist, I wish there's a way to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again and it feels so cruel how I cannot just have that as all I wish for is no more suffering, I hope you find the freedom you search for.