I no longer want to CTB

[alexit]

Why? I'm comfortable as shit right now. I've found a way to manage my chronic conditions. Now all I have to do is find a way to keep my job. If I can do that, then I'll be alright.

 

[I_love_to_bake]

Awesome, great work. Good to hear!

 

[Final Escape]

What is your job? Hopefully one that is not likely to be destroyed from the economic impact of the lockdowns and restrictions. Some jobs are more in demand or less likely to go away.

 

[alexit]

What is your job? Hopefully one that is not likely to be destroyed from the economic impact of the lockdowns and restrictions. Some jobs are more in demand or less likely to go away.

No, I'm very lucky in that regard. I'm a software developer on a long term contract.

Awesome, great work. Good to hear!

Thank you. I'm a little scared.

 

[flatearth]

i'm proud of you

 

[Life_and_Death]

Thank you. I'm a little scared.

ive been working towards recovery for a few years now. if youd ever like someone to talk to you can always message me

 

[alexit]

ive been working towards recovery for a few years now. if youd ever like someone to talk to you can always message me

Thank you. Honestly, even the offer gives me strength. I feel like I'm having more breathing room. Like things aren't collapsing around me.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Thank you. Honestly, even the offer gives me strength. I feel like I'm having more breathing room. Like things aren't collapsing around me.

i wanted to offer when i first read this but i didnt want to seem like i know everything. ill be honest i dont, but what i dont know i will take the time to research and talk to you so we can find the answer that works best for you. however when i saw that you were scared i thought id reach my hand out to you in case you wanted a friend or something :)

 

[Øystein]

I'm so happy to read this. I really hope everything goes well for you.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Nice one!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Well done lovely, very happy and proud that you're managing to move on and go forwards. Keep us up to date with your progress

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'm glad things are looking up for you. i hope they continue to go well!

 

[Jellyfish42]

That's awesome if you've managed to get your clarity, confidence, and creativity back! Life is great when you're not worried about surface level problems all the time.

 

[muffin222]

I'm so happy to hear that! I hope things turn out in your favor and the path ahead only continues to get smoother

 

[Sweet Release]

Keep going!
You got this!

 

[Untitled7321]

Proud of you. Keep going you got this.

 

[alexit]

Bad day today. Hoping for better day tomorrow.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Bad day today. Hoping for better day tomorrow.

It's ok. Bad days happen. what matters is how you handle it.

 

[alexit]

It's ok. Bad days happen. what matters is how you handle it.

You're right. I've been telling myself that all day. I don't think I handle things well. I still got my eyes on staying on track just felt a little derailed today.

 

[Life_and_Death]

You're right. I've been telling myself that all day. I don't think I handle things well. I still got my eyes on staying on track just felt a little derailed today.

You ever want to talk just message remember

 

[alexit]

You ever want to talk just message remember

I know. I've always thought I'm not worthy of people's time. I want to talk. Can I just PM you a hi?

 

[Life_and_Death]

I know. I've always thought I'm not worthy of people's time. I want to talk. Can I just PM you a hi?

Yes :) and trust me you're worth my time.