Discussion I need to stop the terrible thoughts

[fkyou]

Oh gosh I need to stop the terrible thoughts by ctbing asap I can't let another day of this to come only me can do this

 

[EternallyCold]

I get you. The thoughts are just too overwhelming and they'll never stop and CTB feels like the only choice left. I wish you peace and hopefully you'll finally be able to escape all these thoughts

 

[fkyou]

I get you. The thoughts are just too overwhelming and they'll never stop and CTB feels like the only choice left. I wish you peace and hopefully you'll finally be able to escape all these thoughts

Amen ctb is thing that will stop these thoughts.. funny how I want to be dead but don't have the strong desire to actually do the process

 

[whosready4tmrw]

Amen ctb is thing that will stop these thoughts.. funny how I want to be dead but don't have the strong desire to actually do the process

Something ive always said, is that I dont want to die, I just want to be dead.

Death is what brings the silence and the relief and the peace, but the process is so hard and so painful. I admire the courage of everyone whos been able to ctb, but i havent found that strength yet.

 

[Unlucky777]

Yeah I was thinking the same thing the other day. Catching the b is the only way to stop thoughts from happening. I hate my thoughts

 

[fkyou]

Something ive always said, is that I dont want to die, I just want to be dead.

Death is what brings the silence and the relief and the peace, but the process is so hard and so painful. I admire the courage of everyone whos been able to ctb, but i havent found that strength yet.

Omg yess haven't found that strength despite everything and the long time I took..yes I want the silence and the relief but not the process

Yeah I was thinking the same thing the other day. Catching the b is the only way to stop thoughts from happening. I hate my thoughts

It is really

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Lol I just noticed your avatar is final valley

No idea about the terrible thoughts, I have that too.