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pleasexbexover
certain. it's time to go.
- Feb 26, 2025
- 77
No money
No life
No (viable) options left
No water
No internet
Soon to be no power
Soon to be no home
Cannot do this anymore
Waited years and years for things to get better and theyve done nothing but get worse
I dont think there's a light at the end of the tunnel for me
I dont think I have it in me to be the person I wanted to be when I was younger
The "hard work" I thought I was doing was just getting me nowhere
I need to go. My ideal method was overdosing on something strong, I have no money. Im afraid that im too incompetent to pull off co poisoning especially now that im without a car
I wish I could buy weed laced with fent and die doing the only thing that makes me less miserable
There is nothing left of me, nor is there anything left for me
Ive been losing the small bit of motivation I had left to take my medicine
Maybe in a few days once ive run out of meds and when I get paid my measly $200 ill be able to get something to do the trick. I dont know what. No one will sell me a gun, and even if they did I have no way to drive to get it. Can't drown myself in my tub with my water cut off. Can't overdose on 10 vistaril. Can't. Can't. Can't cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant
No life
No (viable) options left
No water
No internet
Soon to be no power
Soon to be no home
Cannot do this anymore
Waited years and years for things to get better and theyve done nothing but get worse
I dont think there's a light at the end of the tunnel for me
I dont think I have it in me to be the person I wanted to be when I was younger
The "hard work" I thought I was doing was just getting me nowhere
I need to go. My ideal method was overdosing on something strong, I have no money. Im afraid that im too incompetent to pull off co poisoning especially now that im without a car
I wish I could buy weed laced with fent and die doing the only thing that makes me less miserable
There is nothing left of me, nor is there anything left for me
Ive been losing the small bit of motivation I had left to take my medicine
Maybe in a few days once ive run out of meds and when I get paid my measly $200 ill be able to get something to do the trick. I dont know what. No one will sell me a gun, and even if they did I have no way to drive to get it. Can't drown myself in my tub with my water cut off. Can't overdose on 10 vistaril. Can't. Can't. Can't cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant cant