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dantexxnfrn

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Jun 20, 2023
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i miss the feel of my arms and legs burning and aching. i miss slicing my skin with any sharp thing i had.

i can't cut rn since my parents found out and unfortunately i still live with them. all i want is to leave this place and be back at cutting. i need more scars.

it'll get cold in may. i should start cutting when it gets cold so at least i can hide it. it's like my arms are aching and tingling and the only way to stop it is by cutting.
 
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haihaihai

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Jan 9, 2026
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i feel the exact same way, but then i do it and I can't stand the pain lol. I don't usually go too deep but those surface level cuts hurt like hell, especially when I'm laying in bed :mmm:
 
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Jan 22, 2026
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i feel the exact same way, but then i do it and I can't stand the pain lol. I don't usually go too deep but those surface level cuts hurt like hell, especially when I'm laying in bed :mmm:
Same here, they sting so bad but it's so addicting :(
 

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