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Anonymous2998691

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Today, this week, even the past 2-3 weeks, has been one of the most miserable weeks of my life, constant torment and my chronic pain is some of the worst it's ever been. I have finally decided to CTB, I'm going to try do it tomorrow morning, Hopefully this is my last night alive, I just can't take it anymore. I've never even gotten much of break from this since it started two years ago, maybe a day off, that makes it even worse.

I probably won't be able to bring myself to do it, but remember; "If at first you don't succeed, try, try again".

If there is a good afterlife I think I will be the happiest man in world, it's weird to think one moment I'd be on Earth and the next I'd be in a completely different place.

Nobody ever did anything wrong to me, and my parents did everything they could.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

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it's weird to think one moment I'd be on Earth and the next I'd be in a completely different place.

You go sleep every night and you're in a different place. Think of it like that.
 
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LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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I'm so sorry you're going through such pain.
What method do you plan to use if it's not indiscreet to ask?
 
Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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Very sorry for everything you went thru in this gut wreching painful Earth body and wishing you an eternity of blissful tranquil peace you absolutely deserve.🩷
 
billie

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I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
AstroV

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Whatever you decide, we all wish you the best.
 
LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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Jumping, I live in a city.
Okay. Make sure you jump from a building that's high enough. You don't wanna end up crippled for life, unable to end it even if you want to.
May you find peace. :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope that you find freedom from this dreadful and torturous existence.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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God luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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rozeske

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Good luck, I hope you find the peace you are searching for.
 
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Light_

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I hope you found strength and peace to do what you want.
 

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