pretzelsandballoons
dopamine ridden bastard <33.
- Jul 11, 2023
- 213
sharing bc i feel like crying but im right outside my apartment
where do i begin
cuddly
he's a very cuddly boy
and the goodest boy as far as im convinced
though he gets too excited, he rubs on everything
what a weirdo
sneaking of excitement, he literally just went inside my apartment and one time his tail vibrated so he must be excited to be there hah
did i mention he likes belly rubs?
v affectionate and i want to throw up
reminds me of the cat back home :,) but pretty intense
it feels like love at first sight (or first pat lol)
like a match made in heaven
that bonding shit yk idk
connecting with a cat with the snap of a finger
just like that
i would give this cat the world
he has a collar tho so that's a shame
nevertheless, you can't convinced me that this isnt sign
a sign that i am lovable and i deserve a whole lotta affectionate, to be pampered like how the cat is rubbing on me
idk if that makes sense
i feel like i can still be redeemed and that im a good peep just like this kitty snoozing on my lap
eh..
meh.
i don't wanna jinx it tho so ill knock on wood or smt, cross my fingers
im listening to the dps soundtrack and i feel like myself again
tho i can feel the anxiety of trying to make this work creeping in again
what if i treat myself like a cat
the idea has been rattling in my head for a while now
i just gotta execute the idea APPARENTLY
life is absurd
accept the absurdity but be a funky guy despite it all?
it's kinda silly, maybe (maybe not), having the cat on my lap gave me the energy to continue sorting out a part of my storage
imagine having a little guy following you around
like an emotional support animal
one can only dream SIGH
id share cat pics but identity reasons n all that jazz
ps:i just read this twice and i feel like im delulu
oh well oh well
fuck it we ball baybee
(edit:) update: he licked my arm
im not gna have a mental breakdown or anything
im not gna explode or anything
im literally a cucumber
where do i begin
cuddly
he's a very cuddly boy
and the goodest boy as far as im convinced
though he gets too excited, he rubs on everything
what a weirdo
sneaking of excitement, he literally just went inside my apartment and one time his tail vibrated so he must be excited to be there hah
did i mention he likes belly rubs?
v affectionate and i want to throw up
reminds me of the cat back home :,) but pretty intense
it feels like love at first sight (or first pat lol)
like a match made in heaven
that bonding shit yk idk
connecting with a cat with the snap of a finger
just like that
i would give this cat the world
he has a collar tho so that's a shame
nevertheless, you can't convinced me that this isnt sign
a sign that i am lovable and i deserve a whole lotta affectionate, to be pampered like how the cat is rubbing on me
idk if that makes sense
i feel like i can still be redeemed and that im a good peep just like this kitty snoozing on my lap
eh..
meh.
i don't wanna jinx it tho so ill knock on wood or smt, cross my fingers
im listening to the dps soundtrack and i feel like myself again
tho i can feel the anxiety of trying to make this work creeping in again
what if i treat myself like a cat
the idea has been rattling in my head for a while now
i just gotta execute the idea APPARENTLY
life is absurd
accept the absurdity but be a funky guy despite it all?
it's kinda silly, maybe (maybe not), having the cat on my lap gave me the energy to continue sorting out a part of my storage
imagine having a little guy following you around
like an emotional support animal
one can only dream SIGH
id share cat pics but identity reasons n all that jazz
ps:i just read this twice and i feel like im delulu
oh well oh well
fuck it we ball baybee
(edit:) update: he licked my arm
im not gna have a mental breakdown or anything
im not gna explode or anything
im literally a cucumber
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