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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
187
I have an online friend who lives far away. I like her, but she has a boyfriend. I developed an emotional dependency after having sexual intimacy with her. Now she's blocked me. I sent her a message asking her to come back. I'm trapped, I can't live without her anymore, and with her I feel incomplete, without real physical touch. My suffering is pushing me towards another suicide attempt.
 
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vascomorrow

Member
Feb 11, 2026
67
I have an online friend who lives far away. I like her, but she has a boyfriend. I developed an emotional dependency after having sexual intimacy with her. Now she's blocked me. I sent her a message asking her to come back. I'm trapped, I can't live without her anymore, and with her I feel incomplete, without real physical touch. My suffering is pushing me towards another suicide attempt.
Give yourself sometime. Lots of women out there.
 
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floatingair

Member
Jan 6, 2026
36
I wouldn't go down that path, it will only hurt you more. If she doesn't reply back positively, move on.
If you are set on another attempt, I'd tell you to try psychdellics first -- a tab or two of LSD might help you out.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
519
Stalking her ain't going to get you nowhere. You're just going to push her further away.
 
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blooming

blooming

Withering Away šŸ„€
Nov 25, 2025
21
She is done and there's no going back, once the door is closed that is that. Also if she had a boyfriend, why pine over someone who is okay with cheating? You can find better and will find better someday.
 
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