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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
544
As the old owners @RainAndSadness and @Marquis teaming up, everything feels right again. The sense of community feels like the SaSu of old.

There was a moment back then when I felt really sad so I left for a bit, those were the SaSu dark ages as I'd like to call them around 2023-24. Everything was different. I had lost contact with most of my friends then. I had a lot of failed attempts due to loneliness.

Anyways, OFCOM just feels like another bump in the road. We've overcome adversity before, against FT26 in 2020/21, BBC, and a lot else. FT26 felt more like a threat, a war than this, and our efforts actually made them irrelevant (is beaten the right word?). And there were a lot of prolifers and stuff going around preaching shit. We were actively defending ourselves on Gen chat, even on the Telegram. I don't feel that way anymore. I just don't want anyone to be scared is all.

The old members are slowly returning and new amazing ones are flooding in. Some are recovering, some still fighting. A lot of the new members are respectable, I don't know what changed in the vetting process but keep doing what you're doing. We even got our resident femboy @Bootleg Astolfo back. I see @TAW122 and a few of the old-timers and mods. There's so much community to fall back on.

That good, old SaSu has returned. Well, I'm guess I'm back to being a regular here.

The guys over at Recovery feel like a different subculture, and that's nice. Always been that way. I love it.

The suicidal feeling will never dissipate but as long as this loving community exists, I can still fight for another day.

I love you all.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I am surprised I didnt find this forum earlier. I have been self destructive and suicidal for last 8 years. I like community in here, this is only place where I can talk freely about my suicidal thoughts.
 
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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
544
I am surprised I didnt find this forum earlier. I have been self destructive and suicidal for last 8 years. I like community in here, this is only place where I can talk freely about my suicidal thoughts.
Welcome to the family, and I hope you'll be enjoying your stay.
 
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nooseknot

nooseknot

Member
Apr 16, 2025
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all I can say as a newbee-I like it a lot so far,even though many functions on here are not yet accessible to me
 
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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
544
all I can say as a newbee-I like it a lot so far,even though many functions on here are not yet accessible to me
Just a few more points, then you get access to the chats!
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod
Jun 2, 2024
2,091
love seeing older members return. you all have a perspective on this site and it's potential threats that is honestly much appreciated.

love to the mods, the old users, and brand new ones. sasu is a blessing.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,079
Thank you for your compliments and yes, I'm still around, maybe less so, but sentience is still a curse. One day (preferably sooner than later) I will break free of the shackles of sentience..
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
782
I'm happy you feel better here. I do hope SaSu has a good impact on my well being, and I'll try my best to give it back.
 
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