Discussion I lost all motivation to die

[fkyou]

I lost all motivation to die..how do I bring back the passion..i have been days stuck numb depressed

 

[Gooh]

I lost mine too. I have a window of opportunity tomorrow and I just lost it. Hoping to claim it back.

 

[Cyc]

For me, dying is either something you want or you don't. There is no inbetween, you have to do it when you're ready otherwise the chances of failing will be quite high due to SI interfering or careless mistakes

 

[Deepdense]

Lost all motivation for the loss of motivation.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Know the feeling, not having done it when I wanted to, made me die inside anyways. Being dead and depressed takes a lot of effort, and the motivation to do anything is lacking. I agree with @Cyc - we have to be ready. And in this window of mind readiness, the means and method have to be prepared, and formalities sorted, for only timing to fall into place.

 

[Cyc]

Know the feeling, not having done it when I wanted to, made me die inside anyways. Being dead and depressed takes a lot of effort, and the motivation to do anything is lacking. I agree with @Cyc - we have to be ready. And in this window of mind readiness, the means and method have to be prepared, and formalities sorted, for only timing to fall into place.

I agree, being depressed is so draining not only mentally but also physically. I feel like the physical effects of depression are often underestimated

 

[Forever Sleep]

I suppose suicide does require that ultimately. Not only losing the will to live but also a strong enough will to die, in order that we can overcome lethargy to arrange everything, all the fears surrounding it and our natural SI on top.

Strange that people call suicide 'the easy way out'. It can take as much determination- maybe more as living. But then, it isn't exactly living I suppose too. It's doing the bare minimum to exist.

 

[Gooh]

I aim to kill myself tomorrow. I can't quite believe it. I keep thinking that there is something else I can do. I can sleep through it. I don't feel ready. But there's no real way out. It is a little surreal watching time pass.

 

[aRose]

I'm going to blame the icy weather for my lack of motivation and hope when the time comes I'll find it again

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I lost all motivation to die..how do I bring back the passion..i have been days stuck numb depressed

This is such an awful state. You've given up and given up...and now you have to take one huge action! You don't feel up to it because you don't feel up to anything. It's like you thought the world would whisk you away to a euthanasia clinic and soon as you said, "I'm done."

In my stupidity I long told myself that I would choose suicide over a bad life. A life of drudgery, meaningless work. Well guess what, now it's time to walk the walk and I'm too weak.

I'm thinking about hanging myself tonight but that's just it, THINKING. There's a 99.9% chance I'll just choose sleep in my stinking dirty bed and wake up to scroll my phone tomorrow.

 

[hurb]

i used my last bit of motivation to create this acc LMAO