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justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
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When people ask me why I don't let them in
I say I live with someone
But u see he also doesn't really let me go out
Hes really not nice at all
Someone real nice got me away from him once.
Outside felt real good.
But I went back, I always do.
Sometimes, I don't know if I really left.
I tried to reach that someone real nice again, but we don't have phones here.
I'm not allowed that.
I heard its what people use to talk to each other these days.
I wish he'd let me have visitors.
Sometimes, I'm able to sneak them in
But insides not real nice you know
So they don't stay long
And I think he smells real bad cus they always look real confused-like
Maybe I've gone a little nose blind
I don't let people in no more
Not after how angry he got the last few times.
Last time I tried to scream for help
But screamin scares a lot of people

People don't wanna come in no more, when they know I live with someone
People stopped asking me why I don't go out no more
They know I live with someone
You know, sometimes, i even think he wants me gone
But maybe that wouldn't be so bad,
cus then I wouldn't have to live with someone
 
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