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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
Is it too much to ask? Instead enjoying my life, I am stuck in suffering (anhedonia, anxiety, despair, schizophrenia) I envy people who can enjoy their lives.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
420
I know the feeling. I can't stand people in general, especially those who live life with seemingly no worries about what tomorrow will bring.
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I know the feeling. I can't stand people in general, especially those who live life with seemingly no worries about what tomorrow will bring.
Last 8 years has been struggle for me. Lately it has gotten worse (mental health problems) I dont think things will get any better...yeah I am pessimistic.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
420
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for the last 43 years. The only thing that has stopped me was when my life was going good, but for the last 2 years, it's been a train wreck.
 

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