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fleischmaschina

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Jun 3, 2023
52
Im going for full suspension. Will stepping off the chair be enough or should I kick it away? Just wondering if its possible to get back on? Like SI kicking in. Is it even possible to have urself under control once noose tightens?
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

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Oct 29, 2025
92
Kick it. Once you hang, you'll wanna live.

I'm not sure about control. I'd like to think so, but I haven't experienced true si yet. Good luck!
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
622
I wish for things to get better for you, whatever you choose.
If you choose to ctb then I wish for all the things that tormented you in this world to stop tormenting you in the afterlife. If you choose to live, then I wish for things to get better for you.
 
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Dark Mood

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Oct 3, 2025
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Kick it. I survived an attempt because I was able to get back on the chair. I wish you luck
 
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Dark Mood

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Oct 3, 2025
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I hope everything went well for you🙏
 
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Marbas

Marbas

Misery Loves Company
Feb 20, 2025
96
It's been a few hours since you posted this so I hope everything went well for you and you find peace.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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I hope you find your peace, in life, or in death.
 
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DeniedPeace

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Nov 12, 2025
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I hope you found peace.
 
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fleischmaschina

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Jun 3, 2023
52
Im still here…😡😠😭 maybe i need alcohol as well
 
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