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Surai

Surai

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Mar 26, 2024
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Its gotten to the point that everyday everything I try to forget and my memory isnt the best. My brain even hurts to think too much. Im just so tired that the thoughts tire me. Im so close to death That I feel it. I was never meant to live long wasnt I?

I havent felt anything like this before and its the most horrible feeling.

Im thinking of how this evened got to this point. And it makes me fucking hopeless realising just how fucked I am. My hair is thinning as well and im only 21. I think too much and its a curse. I wish I was rid of this pain.
 
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