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Alain

Alain

Student
Mar 11, 2020
107
Hi everyone,

If you already saw my posts here, you know I'm looking for a painless way to ctb (As i live with headaches almost every day since ~ 1995 and really want my last moments to be quiet and painless).
As SN and other stuffs are not easy to find and/or too expensive and/or don't allow a 100% painless way to die, I was wondering if I could do something with what I already have.

- Theralene 5 mg pills (I could get 10 mg easily)
- Lorazépam (Temesta) 2.5 mg pills
- Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75 mg capsules

It's not much, so I don't expect a miracle. But with everything you all know, is there something I can do with these ?
Thanks for any help.
 
autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
1,950
You don't mention the amount of pills you have, but as a general rule, probably not.

If you have been living with chronic headaches for so long, perhaps you need to be slightly more realistic about your method not being 100% painless, but certainly being relatively peaceful and painless and a vast improvement compared to your current everyday suffering?
 
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Alain

Alain

Student
Mar 11, 2020
107
Yes sorry : Velafaxine 75 mg, about 50 caps
Lorazepam 2.5 mg, about 60 pills
Theralene 5 mg, about 75 pills

I thought about morphine a lot, it seems like the best thing ever to ctb. Not only painless, but alsosuper peaceful as you get high when you take it. But the problem is still the same, I probably couldn't get any.
 

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