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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
Hello, all. Very soon, I am going to disable my account. I want to take the time to thank everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I will never forget the kindness people have granted to me on this website. I am not recovered. I think if I'm going to recover, it's going to be a very long and difficult journey for me. But I'll try my hardest.

I won't explain why I'm leaving, but I just think it's for the best if I move on. I'm very grateful to everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I'll never forget your kindness. I'll never forget the bonds I've formed with members on this site. You know who you are.

See you, space cowboy.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Take care, hopefully you get what you want out of this life
 
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Blurry_Buildings

Blurry_Buildings

Just Existing
Sep 27, 2023
520
I didn't know you as well but I am glad you are leaving and am hoping for the best
 
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dreambound

dreambound

Student
Dec 14, 2021
110
you have also shown kindness to others here on the forum, I wish you well.......
 
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3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
450
Wishing you the best =]
 
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Username1359751

Enlightened
Mar 14, 2024
1,333
Hello, all. Very soon, I am going to disable my account. I want to take the time to thank everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I will never forget the kindness people have granted to me on this website. I am not recovered. I think if I'm going to recover, it's going to be a very long and difficult journey for me. But I'll try my hardest.

I won't explain why I'm leaving, but I just think it's for the best if I move on. I'm very grateful to everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I'll never forget your kindness. I'll never forget the bonds I've formed with members on this site. You know who you are.

See you, space cowboy.
Good for you for your self-awareness. This site can be counterproductive and/or a time-waster if it's not allowing you solace or productive gratification in whichever way your headed. There are two sides of the coin to this site and finding balance on here is challenging. Wish you the best of fate in your recovery. I don't think you need this site anyway ;)
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

death wont return my calls
Mar 20, 2023
642
I know we have not talked much at all, but I will miss seeing you around, truly. I wish you a peaceful and tranquil life. I hope you find a small part of sanctuary, and it is yours to keep. No matter the choices you make, the matter the direction you go, I wish you the absolute best.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,859
Good luck and take care!! :heart:🫂
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
Good luck and goodbye, i hope your able to recover <3
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,331
All the best to you. I hope you can turn things around.
 
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fleshgarden

fleshgarden

Student
Mar 15, 2023
130
good luck, I hope you can eventually find a happy life<3
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,065
Good luck to you. I hope everything works out for the best for you ❤️
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

I'd like to leave the world as a better place
Sep 19, 2023
2,107
Hello, all. Very soon, I am going to disable my account. I want to take the time to thank everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I will never forget the kindness people have granted to me on this website. I am not recovered. I think if I'm going to recover, it's going to be a very long and difficult journey for me. But I'll try my hardest.

I won't explain why I'm leaving, but I just think it's for the best if I move on. I'm very grateful to everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I'll never forget your kindness. I'll never forget the bonds I've formed with members on this site. You know who you are.

See you, space cowboy.
"Whatever happens, happens."

Wishing you all the best!
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
261
I hope things work out well for you in life. Good luck <3
 
Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Here for a bad time, not a long time
May 9, 2024
873
I hope it wasn't because of something I said. If is was, I apologize for making a safe space feel unsafe for you to the point where you have to leave. If not, then I hope your life pans out in a way that you're proud of.
 
OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

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Aug 24, 2023
236
I hope it's not because of hurtful people, I wish your recovering will go well.
 
damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,243
Hello, all. Very soon, I am going to disable my account. I want to take the time to thank everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I will never forget the kindness people have granted to me on this website. I am not recovered. I think if I'm going to recover, it's going to be a very long and difficult journey for me. But I'll try my hardest.

I won't explain why I'm leaving, but I just think it's for the best if I move on. I'm very grateful to everyone who has been kind to me on this website. I'll never forget your kindness. I'll never forget the bonds I've formed with members on this site. You know who you are.

See you, space cowboy.
I haven't known you for so long, but I have noticed you in many forums i'm in but one thing I have done is that I read your entire page multiple times now that you basically seem like my best friend even though we never talked, so I'll miss you.

I hope the best for you!!! Goodbye.
 
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