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Big_Eal

Big_Eal

Member
Mar 31, 2025
75
Today I received my last meds to complete my SN protocol ( I could not find benzos) . I am an overthinker so I have been imagined a lot of scenarios where I did CTB . Now is super close to become reality , sometimes I feel nervous but most of the time I feel peace . I am waiting for a window of time to do it and thats it.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,655
I'd also feel at peace if I had the option to reliably cease existing, I just wish to never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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