no one fucking notices that im struggling. ive been a shell of my old self since 14 and all anyone has done is call me boring, not fun, sad. everyone thinks thats my personality. i cant even blame them because i cant express myself properly. i couldve turned out so much better. i know theres no point in dwelling over it now. but wtf man. i couldve been fucking amazing. i hate who i have become. if 10 year old me saw me she'd slit her own throat.
no one has really stayed. why cant no one see how bad this has gotten. i dont want to live this way. this is so horrible. when i die no one can fucking say shit about me. no one knew me. no one knew the pain i woke up with every single day. i dont care that other people are stronger. i know im weak. i just want everyone else to shut the fuck up
no one has really stayed. why cant no one see how bad this has gotten. i dont want to live this way. this is so horrible. when i die no one can fucking say shit about me. no one knew me. no one knew the pain i woke up with every single day. i dont care that other people are stronger. i know im weak. i just want everyone else to shut the fuck up
