Venting I hate taking care of this meat cage.

[Saponification]

Getting up in the morning, eating, drinking, shitting, exercising, socializing, masking my depression, taking care of my hygiene, I never asked for this disgusting bag of meat to be imposed upon me.

Previous to this shitshow of an existence, my non-existent soul rested ever so peacefully in the void of nothingness. Then, two horny apes decided it was a good idea to not wear protection. And guess who has to pay the consequences for it.

Fuck life and this existence. I'd blow up Earth without a second thought. I wanna go to sleep for an eternity or two.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Getting up in the morning, eating, drinking, shitting, exercising, socializing, masking my depression, taking care of my hygiene, I never asked for this disgusting bag of meat to be imposed upon me.

Previous to this shitshow of an existence, my non-existent soul rested ever so peacefully in the void of nothingness. Then, two horny apes decided it was a good idea to not wear protection. And guess who has to pay the consequences for it.

Fuck life and this existence. I'd blow up Earth without a second thought. I wanna go to sleep for an eternity or two.

I agree. and wait till that bag of meat gets old and parts start malfunctioning , chronic pain , diseases, disabilities, sickness, illnesses etc.

 

[F@#$]

Getting up in the morning, eating, drinking, shitting, exercising, socializing, masking my depression, taking care of my hygiene, I never asked for this disgusting bag of meat to be imposed upon me.

Previous to this shitshow of an existence, my non-existent soul rested ever so peacefully in the void of nothingness. Then, two horny apes decided it was a good idea to not wear protection. And guess who has to pay the consequences for it.

Fuck life and this existence. I'd blow up Earth without a second thought. I wanna go to sleep for an eternity or two.

Fuckin A, I agree completely. I've found substances to dumb my brain. Only thing keeping me here tonight.

 

[snwcolt]

Same. Miserable all day till I can start getting fucked up in the evening then wake up hating life more each day. Nothing like knowing you're in a death spiral

 

[citrusrope]

Getting up in the morning, eating, drinking, shitting, exercising, socializing, masking my depression, taking care of my hygiene, I never asked for this disgusting bag of meat to be imposed upon me.

Previous to this shitshow of an existence, my non-existent soul rested ever so peacefully in the void of nothingness. Then, two horny apes decided it was a good idea to not wear protection. And guess who has to pay the consequences for it.

Fuck life and this existence. I'd blow up Earth without a second thought. I wanna go to sleep for an eternity or two.

I hate it so much, I look at my own body taking up space in this world physically and it feels fucking gross. Something about existing and going through the motions of life as a human being stuck in a vehicle that can smell, or deteriorate, or whatever else is so humiliating and the worst part is that if I don't follow all of these necessities I then inevitably feel pain and suffer as some kind of like punishment. I hate being obligated to take care of myself. And if I say this out loud I just get called a privileged, lazy no good piece of shit.

 

[yxmux]

same. i kind of wish i could harm my own body without me actually feeling it. i don't deserve pain, my body does.

 

[lotus11]

A thousand percent agree, it's just awful. I've been anorexic/ bulimic for the last 15 years cos I just can't mentally cope with the feeling of it. Eating feeling like I'm adding to something I just want to get rid of

 

[GlassMoon]

Having to prepare food all the time and gauging when and how much I need to eat is the most stressful part for me.

 

[MathConspiracy]

Amen.

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

Amen. Part of the reason I'm tryna cure this meat bag with some curing salt if you know what I mean

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to not exist as well, existence to me is the most torturous and futile burden, it truly does just all feel like the most terrible mistake to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering. More than anything I wish this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed at all, I never should had been forced to suffer in this existence, I also hate existing and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence. To never exist ever again really is all I see as positive and I'd always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen in the first place just to die in agony from old age, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity.

 

[kitbarks]

Truth, you just need to do so much, just for the basics, when you hate living it seems pointless