FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Because it will always be for me, suicide feels like the answer to so tragically being burdened with the ability to suffer in this existence, all that comforts me is the thought of all future suffering being prevented through death.
Suicide is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing, it's all that feels rational to me and in general I just see it as preferable to die. I don't believe that existence was worth having in the first place, ideally nobody should have been brought into this hellish reality at all.
But next to never existing, ceasing to exist on my own terms feels like the most appealing thing, and if a peaceful, guaranteed suicide was accessible it would be such a relief.
I see death as a positive thing as it means finding peace from all future suffering, I don't see the benefit to being tormented in this meaningless existence just slowly decaying from age, such a thing is certainly not for me, death is better.
So this is why I cannot stand those who repeat the disgusting nonsense that suicide is never the answer. In my case I have awareness that existence isn't worth enduring, not everyone worships and glorifies unnecessary suffering like them, it's repulsive how they try and force their harmful delusions onto other people. Only death can solve what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself.
Suicide is all that makes sense as one cannot be harmed by not existing, it's all that feels rational to me and in general I just see it as preferable to die. I don't believe that existence was worth having in the first place, ideally nobody should have been brought into this hellish reality at all.
But next to never existing, ceasing to exist on my own terms feels like the most appealing thing, and if a peaceful, guaranteed suicide was accessible it would be such a relief.
I see death as a positive thing as it means finding peace from all future suffering, I don't see the benefit to being tormented in this meaningless existence just slowly decaying from age, such a thing is certainly not for me, death is better.
So this is why I cannot stand those who repeat the disgusting nonsense that suicide is never the answer. In my case I have awareness that existence isn't worth enduring, not everyone worships and glorifies unnecessary suffering like them, it's repulsive how they try and force their harmful delusions onto other people. Only death can solve what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself.
