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SanguineShark

SanguineShark

I am the monster you created
Jun 23, 2023
228
I got my 1st job so hopefully I won;'t feel like such a useless burden as much
I'm also in therapy and have a nice and good therapist
idk I'm still mostly empty inside because of my recent extreme stress, bot hopefully I will feel better? idk
I find comfort in the idea of ctb because it's how I felt for like 9 years
it's hard to accept the idea of a will to live
 
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ayla

ayla

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Jun 30, 2024
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congratsss <3 im glad u have a good therapist!
 
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WildAtHeart

WildAtHeart

tired
Oct 1, 2024
137
Nice
 
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BoulderSoWhat

BoulderSoWhat

Student
Aug 29, 2024
162
Congrats on the job and glad the therapist has been good so far! 😊
 
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JoysoftheEmptiness

JoysoftheEmptiness

Experienced
Sep 10, 2024
234
Well done on getting a job, being unwell and working aren't the easiest things to do together. Good luck for the future.
 
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Hero Remeer

Hero Remeer

Member
Sep 22, 2024
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That's good, stay calm, nobody is born knowing, at work you are taught how to do things and with time you learn how to do things, making mistakes is normal. It's happened to me too.
Greetings, I hope you're well
 
cali22♡

cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
452
Work can distance you from such thoughts but please please please be careful not to torture yourself with work
I am also pleased that you have found a place in therapy, which is not to be taken for granted. . .

Take care of yourself


Thank you
 
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drakflowerfire

drakflowerfire

I just want to find my own happiness
Mar 7, 2024
32
Good luck to have a job! I need have one too :3.
 
Praying 4 a Miracle

Praying 4 a Miracle

Experienced
Sep 22, 2024
247
Congratulations, that's fantastic!
 
SanguineShark

SanguineShark

I am the monster you created
Jun 23, 2023
228
Well done on getting a job, being unwell and working aren't the easiest things to do together. Good luck for the future.
I already lost the job after 3 days lol
they told me employing me wasn't economic for them bc I'm not as fast as the 50+ year old man that probably worked in physical labor all his life, while it was my first job.. so tldr I just wasn't making them enough money, even tho I tried my best and I'm disabled.
I'm becoming a communist :)
 
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Anhaedra

Anhaedra

Account Disabled
May 5, 2024
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Congrats! Working while suffering from mental illness is tough. Be proud of yourself.
 
ebg

ebg

LOVE !
Sep 30, 2024
134
I think a job can make you feel better about yourself in the sense that you feel like you are being of use/service to others. I hope your coworkers/management are nice and that your job doesn't get redundant. Slay
 
SanguineShark

SanguineShark

I am the monster you created
Jun 23, 2023
228
Congrats! Working while suffering from mental illness is tough. Be proud of yourself.
I lost the job
I already lost the job after 3 days lol
they told me employing me wasn't economic for them bc I'm not as fast as the 50+ year old man that probably worked in physical labor all his life, while it was my first job.. so tldr I just wasn't making them enough money, even tho I tried my best and I'm disabled.
I'm becoming a communist :)
I think a job can make you feel better about yourself in the sense that you feel like you are being of use/service to others. I hope your coworkers/management are nice and that your job doesn't get redundant. Slay
I lost the job
 
Leiot

Leiot

Coming back as a cat
Oct 2, 2024
342
I already lost the job after 3 days lol
they told me employing me wasn't economic for them bc I'm not as fast as the 50+ year old man that probably worked in physical labor all his life, while it was my first job.. so tldr I just wasn't making them enough money, even tho I tried my best and I'm disabled.
I'm becoming a communist :)
Well.. crap. If you're in the US there are organizations that help disabled people get jobs. Not sure about other countries.
 
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