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Nemaki Arber

Nemaki Arber

Destined for greater things
Mar 24, 2023
126
I finally found a method that is peaceful and accessible to me, I will be buying 100mL pure GHB and a total of 40mg of xanax, I will take everything at once when I've said my goodbyes to everyone and left my notes.

Nothing will get better for me, I keep losing and hurting people when my mental health issues grow worse, when I let paranoia drive me crazy.

I can't control it, no one noticed Im sick mentally they just get tired of me and dump me.

I hope they're happy, I know I will be I won't suffer anymore I won't hurt people anymore, the world will truly be a better place without me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,124
I imagine it must be such a relief having access to such a peaceful method, I wish you the best in your plans.
 
M

M18

New Member
May 2, 2024
1
do you need any special to get to these things?
Where do/did you get them from?
:)
 
Nemaki Arber

Nemaki Arber

Destined for greater things
Mar 24, 2023
126
do you need any special to get to these things?
Where do/did you get them from?
:)
If you live in Canada it's easy to order drugs illegally, I won't disclose the source though since I don't want them getting busted, they're my usual go to for everything illegal substances like dmt, acid, mdma, etc
 
Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
284
I hope you can finally find peace 🕊️

Just a small advice, don't forget antiemetics otherwise you will vomit if you are going to suicide
 

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