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OcularFear

OcularFear

The only way I win is if I die.
Jan 16, 2024
24
I felt it just moments ago, he was trying to take control again as I was walking out of my room this morning, my visions was starting to fade away, not as if I was blacking out, it's different, I know the difference because I've blacked out many times before, this is different, this is him shutting me down and turning me back on but with his hands on the controller. I'm afraid my time is running shorter than I thought, I may not be able to make it to March 18th, it may have to be a sooner date.
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
I'm sorry you're hurting so much. We wish you peace. Big hugs. Be well on your journey.
 

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