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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
So you want to ctb?
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
quite the opposite for me.

im too emotional i think.
Same but I have periods of time where I can't feel a thing and feel very numb. It's a nice break from the full on emotional state lol
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I don't feel some emotions or I don't 'feel' at sometimes. I feel like I am a monster..I don't know if I am a psychopath or whatever . I don't feel happiness but I feel sadness sometimes. If something I wanted strongly to happen happened irl, I will feel 'ok. It's done'. It can't go more than that.i put on a smile sometimes if I am among people to appear normal. I have problems with relationships with people since I was a kid. I had extreme anxiety, fear, used to get stomach pains due to fear , I used to not follow some norms when I was a kid, I was punished since everyone thought it to be arrogance. I used to get numb emotionally, I used to not know that I have to follow the norm. It is hell tbh. I used to not know why a part of me acts that way and I don't want to suffer.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I can understand you @Prime *hugs
 
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dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
I can relate. I recently used to feel a large range of emotions. Now they're totally flattened out. I can really only feel self hate and regret. I even lost my ability to cry even though I feel awful every day. I don't get happy when I see other people die on the news, but for a split second I imagine it was me and feel a slight escape.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
I'm going to you a hugs anyway because I'm not a psychopath
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I'm not completely emotionless. I don't have any emotion towards my death.
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
This is exactly like me, very emotionless and have been from a young child. My partner died and i dont have the emotions to even process that. Proper sucks
 
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starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Yes, but that's only because I'm on benzos right now.
 
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Suicide47

Member
Oct 24, 2018
39
Yes and it's scaring me I feel nothing towards myself
Me as well. I also stopped caring about the emotions of my family friends and bf. I was talking to my brother and I made him cry because of the things I said, but I still didn't feel a thing...
 
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Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Fight flight freeze.. I hate that shit.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
354
I often feel numb with no particular emotion. I'm typically depressed but sometimes I'm just.... there.
 
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