I feel like this is the point of no return for me

[LastDayOnEarth]

I don't think there's a way for my life to not end in any other way but CTB unless I somehow die prior to that. But dying a natural death at an old age is pretty much impossible at this point for me, there's no turning back

 

[PanaxMan]

I don't think there's a way for my life to not end in any other way but CTB unless I somehow die prior to that. But dying a natural death at an old age is pretty much impossible at this point for me, there's no turning back

I don't wanna be the guy who wants to shoot himself after looking one face in the mirror in old age