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snowsilence

snowsilence

Member
Dec 7, 2025
18
So, I just tried to CTB. So this is my second attempt and i failed so miserably that I lowkey started laughing and crying. Basically I was going to go outside and clog the tail pipe(i think its that?) then go in the car, turn it on and die to carbon monoxide ez-pz. Sadly I dont have my own car so i was doing this in my mothers car(ik im a piece of shit). So I ended up sending a voicemail to my ex and after i sent it a mutal friend tried to reach out to me and ask if i was ok. Instead of responding I took this as a sign to start my plan. I got outside and I had a t-shirt to plug it and when I got there I couldn't find the tail pipe, to my dismay I realized that my mothers car was so fancy I had no fucking clue where it was. I went back inside to my room and quite literally laughed and cried on my bed for like 10 minutes. [the video below is basically me in my room after this]
 

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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
620
well, thankfully, because that wouldn't work anyways. even if the engine did produce CO, you would need to tube into the car, you can't just block the pipe. also cars that produce CO haven't been produced for decades, you would need an old car.
 
snowsilence

snowsilence

Member
Dec 7, 2025
18
well, thankfully, because that wouldn't work anyways. even if the engine did produce CO, you would need to tube into the car, you can't just block the pipe. also cars that produce CO haven't been produced for decades, you would need an old car.
Fml, yeah I didn't know any of this. I probably sound like a fucking idiot. I just saw some online vids and was like "i got this" lol.
 

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