huhokaythen
Member
- Jul 17, 2024
- 16
Everyday i feel like shit but today i feel extra shittier, i feel like i am a failure in most days but today i feel like i have already failed and i'm at the lowest point of hell, it's as if i'm the biggest failure of all failures. I'm stripped of any ounce of hope in my body, i feel like absolute fucking shit. And i feel much more shittier knowing I don't own a fucking gun to blow my head off right now.
I've punched, hit, and slammed myself and the pain feels satisfying. It doesn't hurt when you're just filled with anger.
Later I feel like intoxicating myself and stabbing my own body until i pass out.
I've punched, hit, and slammed myself and the pain feels satisfying. It doesn't hurt when you're just filled with anger.
Later I feel like intoxicating myself and stabbing my own body until i pass out.
