
amSleepy
New Member
- Jan 19, 2024
- 3
I really need advice, restarting my 1st year in university is all nice and all but the school I transferred into isn't cut out to be what I expected and I really can't see my future anymore. I'm regretting leaving my previous university (I did it not only out of the misery I felt at the time but also the fact I had someone that, or so I thought, that would transfer with me) and my tendencies are resurfacing, I so badly want out, I have methods in mind but don't know when or how to pull it off and also I have one thing I want to do before going but I need advice if it's selfish or not.
I want to experience sex before going since I do have a partner but I'm torn if I should do it because of my religious upbringing as well as the trauma I might induce on him knowing we did it and I still chose to die.
I want to experience sex before going since I do have a partner but I'm torn if I should do it because of my religious upbringing as well as the trauma I might induce on him knowing we did it and I still chose to die.