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fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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I either kill myself quick or lose my mind I have panic attacks daily because of how miserable I feel
 
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cursedlife

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Jun 28, 2024
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I also feel this way , I dread upcoming days and the thoughts that keep repeating in my head are making me insane, I'm 27 and already I want this pain to stop
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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I feel the same way every new day is another package of terrible mental pain which is absolutely unbearable.
I plan to calm down from now on and to accept that my life will end by suicide. Then some weeks later i will do it and die. I wanna do all this with a clear mind and not with a mind which is occupied my anxiety etc
 
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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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I also feel this way , I dread upcoming days and the thoughts that keep repeating in my head are making me insane, I'm 27 and already I want this pain to stop
Oh my god the thoughts!! What kind of thoughts you have mine is feeling poor a failure to be Something good in society feeling ugly low self worth compared to others I'm 26 it's really pain I live in terror everyday I literally can't bear another afternoon of this
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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I feel the same. Severe anxiety ruined my life.
 
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