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Freedombus'25

Freedombus'25

Exhausted. Nervous system stressed. Isolating.
Dec 8, 2019
1,652
I don't wanna eat, breathe, be awake etc

I don't wanna do anything and I don't wanna be around or in contact with anyone rn.

I just don't want to exist. At all.

I'm sick of life and living.

Im sick of everything. Im tired of being tired and im fucking over it.

Im over everything. Fuck life.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Same, I wish I didn't need to sleep or eat or shit or piss, I'm tired of fighting, hell if l could be a vampire or some shit I wouldn't ctb. I understand the pain your going through, remember you can always dm me if you wanna talk, I can't fix your problems but I can make you feel less alone bro
 
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inkognito

Member
Jun 27, 2023
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Life fucking sucks ass man. I'm not gonna give you any useless or empty words of encouragement, but I hope one day u find peace. No one should have to feel like this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,586
I understand feeling so tired of being trapped here, I certainly see death as being the only relief in this dreadful reality, to me simply just being conscious and aware makes the thought of not existing sound so incredibly appealing.
 
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BloomingRose

BloomingRose

Waiting for the Grand Finale
Jan 24, 2023
31
I feel you. I also never wanted all this. Being forced to live without a peaceful way out when you don't want to live anymore is just cruel...
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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me to I'm sick of life and living. don't want to live anymore just want to die
 
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mathiessi

Member
Jun 27, 2023
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eat very small , just 1 bite of something ... from time to time , it help cope with emotion that hard ... i know not easy to eat , but do not push your self , just eat 1 bite and wait to see if your body will help you with those big emotion.
I hope you get some energy somewhere to be able to let the small warrior in you fight the monster :) if not then no worry , not pushing your self is great :)
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
I'm with you on this. Every waking hour seems like an eternity, and getting through the day is like running a marathon.
Everything just irritates me and I feel no pleasure in anything.
I don't even enjoy eating or sleeping and just stare into space like a vegetable most of the time.
I am a living dead man.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,737
Yeah, I feel the same, I just resent everything really to varying degrees.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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This is fully understandable and it's a tiring condition that makes one even more tired of everything. Similar here!
 
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