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[alwaysalmost]

I'm only 32 and yet so technologically incompetent wow lol. I post a lot on Reddit r/depression r/suicidewatch to vent, it really gains me nothing but some kind of outlet… idk why I do it or what I expect really… I don't want to be alive but I can't figure it out… I have no clue how people hang themsleves, how does one even make a noose? I figure I'll have to settle for some kind of poisoning but can't figure out what… I'm starting to feel increasingly desperate. Jumping off something feels out of the question. Maybe. I don't want there to be much pain but I also want to obviously be successful.

There's also the one thing stopping me and that's my dad, I don't want to put him through the pain of losing me. But if/when he's not alive all bets are off I'm ctb. If it means jumping then I guess I'll jump.

 

[Forveleth]

Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you to this point.

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[burningleaf]

Welcome to the forum! I'd recommend checking out Suicide Resource Compilation too, if you want to look more information about suicide methods. I'm also sorry that you have to go through these feelings.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I'm only 32 and yet so technologically incompetent wow lol. I post a lot on Reddit r/depression r/suicidewatch to vent, it really gains me nothing but some kind of outlet… idk why I do it or what I expect really… I don't want to be alive but I can't figure it out… I have no clue how people hang themsleves, how does one even make a noose? I figure I'll have to settle for some kind of poisoning but can't figure out what… I'm starting to feel increasingly desperate. Jumping off something feels out of the question. Maybe. I don't want there to be much pain but I also want to obviously be successful.

There's also the one thing stopping me and that's my dad, I don't want to put him through the pain of losing me. But if/when he's not alive all bets are off I'm ctb. If it means jumping then I guess I'll jump.

First off, I'm sorry you're here. I also don't know how to tie a noose lol, you're not alone. It makes me feel stupid sometimes, I want to die but I don't know how, and even looking for info and thinking about trying feels like so much work to get it right, and so many details I have to consider, so instead I do nothing and it's an endless cycle. I don't know how people hang themselves either, I understand sometimes however yk how in movies you'll hear of someone hanging from the ceiling fan, if I tried such a thing it would literally snap. I have no clue how people hang from things that seem so unstable, maybe I'm just overweight but truly how skinny does one have to be to hang themselves from these unsupportive anchors??? Also idk if you've ever played this game, but DDLC was a game that was huge when I was younger, and now it's gaining popularity again due to the mobile version being released(I'm getting to the point), one of the characters hangs herself but there's literally nothing to hang from. Her room has no fan or anything, just a ceiling and yet in the game you find her hanging from the ceiling in Act 1. How can someone hang with nothing to hang from??? I know it's a game but you get the point. Everything is so confusing.