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LivingToLong
Experienced
- Feb 23, 2019
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I don't understand why really. I prefer to go to bed before midnight rather than wait around, so I don't go to new year parties/celebrations. Last one I went to (because my partner wanted to go), I just felt really awful. Like everyone thought I was boring, or I was a buzz kill. No way could I pretend to be happy. I ended up crying on my way home because I felt so boring and pathetic. I really don't need to feel like that, that I'm weird somehow.
I don't like parties generally (I'm too socially awkward and anxious) but particularly new year's - I think it's the waiting around for something that is arbitrary.
I don't like parties generally (I'm too socially awkward and anxious) but particularly new year's - I think it's the waiting around for something that is arbitrary.