Venting I don’t like myself

[Aphid]

I realize that no matter what changes i make in my life i just don't like myself. I can't let go of the past and i can't bring myself to face any potential hurt in the future. I want to be good, for everyone, i need to be better and grow. but i hate myself. i hate everything about myself. It's so debilitating I can't bring myself to do anything because what would be the point. Genuinely.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry for you... I feel that way about myself also. I don't even want to be better, I just want to end it.

 

[Aphid]

I'm sorry for you... I feel that way about myself also. I don't even want to be better, I just want to end it.

I agree, feels like there's no reason, I have to keep going though, I have to for those who need me, im so scared to, I just want it to be over

 

[mistysmile966]

I used to feel like that until I realized I don't like most people more and they are the ones not to be liked, not me.