I don't feel like doing anything anymore

[DyingToDie123]

Buying groceries, paying my credit card, fixing my stupid dishwasher for the umpteenth time, turning in assignments for school and work... what's the point if I'm going to kill myself soon anyway?

But then I keep failing/chickening out and now I've built up this list of things I should've done ages ago but didn't.

I hate it here.

 

[escape_from_hell]

Same cycle.
Also feeling better once feeling I have the resolve for suicide. Then feeling like shit finding I don't have the courage.
Also all those tasks you mention are just to keep the baseline going. No real joy or reward. Nor any joy or reward in life outside of that.

 

[WallowingWillow]

Me too. My house is a fking pigsty and I know I'll feel marginally less shitty if I clean it up. But what's the point if I'm outta here soon? I guess if I clean it it's one less thing for people to do once I'm gone. But I'm struggling to find any motivation to do any damn thing. I'm with you

 

[Zanmato]

Same here
Keeping repeating the same old stuff, day after day
Some day I might feel a bit better, while other I'm feel like a mess, so much tired of this, ending up not doing anything

 

[Old Friend]

I can barely get out of bed atm. Woke up today and my limbs felt so weak it was easier to just stay there.

The cold I got last month really took a lot out of me.

 

[gingermacie]

Tell me about it. We've been sold dreams from birth only to find life is a string of mundane annoyances. Even to those "living the dream"

I wonder how humanity is even sustainable.