fool proof combination of methods:
overdosing on fentanyl while having your head in a noose, and then just letting it happen
^^ (idk if that one will show up as a link, i just pasted it from somewhere) ^^
one could also OD on fentanyl while in a pool, so when you start dosing off and going unconscious from the fent, then the drowning is (almost) guaranteed to kill you in case the fent itself doesn't.
jumping from a high enough place, but it's terrifying, especially bc i'm afraid to accidentally hit someone that i didn't notice down there, so it would need to be an extreme secluded place with no one around.
jumping from a bridge (high enough) where the water somehow has disappeared, bc i don't trust the water to end me.
i've seen like gymnasts or pro swimmers jump from extremely high distances, and they land just perfectly and doesn't die at all.
so i guess it depends how you land?
i've seen a clip of a man cut in half on the train tracks who kept living for a good 3 minutes which was also terrifying, so in case of a train method, it would need to be a train with three tracks beneath.
i don't even know if that exists, but the reason for the wish to have three tracks is a higher chance of the train going over your skull, so it's an instant death.
and i'm so afraid to fail the train method, like chickening out, bc then you know for sure they will lock you in a nuthouse which will ruin your life even worse.
pretty fucking scary to go place your head on train tracks.
jumping there might make it easier than trying to do it calmly.
one could hide behind a bush somewhere, that way the train also has a higher speed.
obviously obtaining N is fool proof too. but that's impossible unless you rob a vet lol. or possibly getting it in mexico.
what else is fool proof?
oh, i forgot the BBQ method, that's also pretty damn reliable, but it would need to be in a HOUSE, not an apartment,
so you don't accidentally hurt others with the leaking smoke.
overdosing on fentanyl while having your head in a noose, and then just letting it happen
^^ (idk if that one will show up as a link, i just pasted it from somewhere) ^^
one could also OD on fentanyl while in a pool, so when you start dosing off and going unconscious from the fent, then the drowning is (almost) guaranteed to kill you in case the fent itself doesn't.
jumping from a high enough place, but it's terrifying, especially bc i'm afraid to accidentally hit someone that i didn't notice down there, so it would need to be an extreme secluded place with no one around.
jumping from a bridge (high enough) where the water somehow has disappeared, bc i don't trust the water to end me.
i've seen like gymnasts or pro swimmers jump from extremely high distances, and they land just perfectly and doesn't die at all.
so i guess it depends how you land?
i've seen a clip of a man cut in half on the train tracks who kept living for a good 3 minutes which was also terrifying, so in case of a train method, it would need to be a train with three tracks beneath.
i don't even know if that exists, but the reason for the wish to have three tracks is a higher chance of the train going over your skull, so it's an instant death.
and i'm so afraid to fail the train method, like chickening out, bc then you know for sure they will lock you in a nuthouse which will ruin your life even worse.
pretty fucking scary to go place your head on train tracks.
jumping there might make it easier than trying to do it calmly.
one could hide behind a bush somewhere, that way the train also has a higher speed.
obviously obtaining N is fool proof too. but that's impossible unless you rob a vet lol. or possibly getting it in mexico.
what else is fool proof?
oh, i forgot the BBQ method, that's also pretty damn reliable, but it would need to be in a HOUSE, not an apartment,
so you don't accidentally hurt others with the leaking smoke.
