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Waiting for death

Waiting for death

Experienced
Oct 2, 2023
216
I'm feeling some nausea, my heartbeat is a bit slow and I'm feeling kind of weak. Is it the symptoms of sn in my body. I'm not afraid to be honest. If I manage to survive in this test, I will be here soon posting because I love all if you guys my brother and sisters. Considering my mild symptoms, is it normal?
My thumb and a few nails in my hands are getting a bit bluish now.
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Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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Good luck in the next world if you pass on. May our innate goodness see us through to an eternity of peace.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

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Jan 26, 2025
296
How you feeling? I know another member here has said absolutely do not just test it
 
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sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
79
whatever is in your future, i wish you nothing but the best and may you finally find peace
 
fallingtopieces

fallingtopieces

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May 6, 2024
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It is not advised to 'test' taking sn. How much did you take? How are you feeling?
 
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Waiting for death

Waiting for death

Experienced
Oct 2, 2023
216
How are you feeling now? pls update us
When I was nearly passing out someone took me to the hospital. Damn it! I'm really happy because I have a method that truly works. Anyway, my test worked pretty well and it's freaking awesome 👌.
I'm considering soon ctb with SN or Sodium Cyanide! Both methods are great !!!
 
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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Suicide Strategist/Expert
Jan 5, 2025
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When I was nearly passing out someone took me to the hospital. Damn it! I'm really happy because I have a method that truly works. Anyway, my test worked pretty well and it's freaking awesome 👌.
I'm considering soon ctb with SN or Sodium Cyanide! Both methods are great !!!
How did it feel? And how was the taste?
 
The Hermit

The Hermit

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Sep 6, 2024
218
So, what did the hospital say? Did they ask what happened? Did they say what physical symptoms you had?
 
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Tonic_Secrecy

Tonic_Secrecy

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Jan 18, 2025
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When I was nearly passing out someone took me to the hospital. Damn it! I'm really happy because I have a method that truly works. Anyway, my test worked pretty well and it's freaking awesome 👌.
I'm considering soon ctb with SN or Sodium Cyanide! Both methods are great !!!
you said you had a full stomach right? did you throw up at all or were you able to hold it down?
 
Waiting for death

Waiting for death

Experienced
Oct 2, 2023
216
How did it feel? And how was the taste?
It was a bit salty !!!
When I ingesting I was a bit anxious and to be honest my heart rate was irregular.
So, what did the hospital say? Did they ask what happened? Did they say what physical symptoms you had?
I was ashamed to tell them that ingested SN. The symptoms was nausea, shorten breath, cold sweat, sleepness and cyanosis.
you said you had a full stomach right? did you throw up at all or were you able to hold it down?
Yeah, once SN is interacting with my blood it's really possible to feel the side effects until I really die. Answering your question, Yes, I did vomit 🤢
 
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