alstroemeria55
Irreparable
- Sep 4, 2025
- 34
why can't I bring myself to do it already
I try to do things and I try to be social but I just get so disillusioned everything is just such a waste of space and energy I wish nature could just take itself back and take me with it. I don't know why the hell I was born if I'm just meant to endlessly suffer and feel all this hatred everyone and everything is so vapid and self serving even religion or spirituality there's nothing
there's absolutely nothing
meaningful or worth it to live for
every day I want to die so badly
every day I'm in so much pain and there's nothing I can do to distract myself anymore it's all useless
it's all so hopeless
I don't want to make it to next year
I try to do things and I try to be social but I just get so disillusioned everything is just such a waste of space and energy I wish nature could just take itself back and take me with it. I don't know why the hell I was born if I'm just meant to endlessly suffer and feel all this hatred everyone and everything is so vapid and self serving even religion or spirituality there's nothing
there's absolutely nothing
meaningful or worth it to live for
every day I want to die so badly
every day I'm in so much pain and there's nothing I can do to distract myself anymore it's all useless
it's all so hopeless
I don't want to make it to next year
