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withdrawalishell

withdrawalishell

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May 13, 2024
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I would like to thank you for the advice and general discussion in my previous post - I will try to go to the doctor when I have strength again, I just feel far too tired, joyless... and sad to go to the doctor, melancholy. All the time.

It's my first week of my benzodiazipine withdrawal and every day is a pure jumbled mess. My feelings and emotions are playing Russian roulette.

I hope that doesn't sound weird or anything.... I'm from West Germany and I somehow thought I was getting Xanax from a dealer.

- Does anyone know any dealers? -> Please PM me (I'm sorry if this is not allowed on the forum, I just can't anymore)
- Does anyone have experience with it?


many thanks.
 
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Optimu$

Optimu$

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Can you perhaps say what country you're in?
 
DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
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I can´t get hold of Xanax either. Rob the pharmacy?
 
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If you're in EU countries then you'll never get anything that's a controlled substance in unless the pharmacy is willing to mislabel it. There was a thread on here that had a link to loads of prescription free pharmacies but I didn't save it. The only one I know of that works is in the UK for the UK.
 
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Egroeg91

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Usually your typical weed dealers know people who sell these kind of things. Try going into a club, you will probably find some pills there.
 
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withdrawalishell

withdrawalishell

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May 13, 2024
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If you're in EU countries then you'll never get anything that's a controlled substance in unless the pharmacy is willing to mislabel it. There was a thread on here that had a link to loads of prescription free pharmacies but I didn't save it. The only one I know of that works is in the UK for the UK.
If you find it again, can you please give it to me anyway?
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Benzo withdrawal is hell. Can you get gabapentin? That may help some with the withdrawals since it's works on the gaba receptors
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Try going into a club, you will probably find some pills there.
No offence, ig u mean other pills nobody in a club wants to sleep, people want to party there :-)
 
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melancholymallory03

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If you are searching online it's not hard to find most recreational drugs by using duck duck go search engine and then typing in ( said drugs )
*that being said there is always a risk for potential scams *

Another option could be to feign panic attacks to your doctor , I have panic attacks regularly and I have been offered benzos in the past …. Xanax is a more difficult prescription to obtain from what I've heard but , worse case scenario you may be able to get another benzo that is " comparable "?

If I were you I'd go on duck duck go and just start searching a little deeper than the surface level internet I'm no expert but I get all my psychedelics just by doing that because google usually blocks the sites out … I'm also from Ontario.

If I can find a link for you I will try to PM you . Just in case it's not allowed to be posted here
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

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Oct 13, 2023
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i'm literally prescribed xanax i'd sell you some if you lived nearby
 
ham and potatoes

ham and potatoes

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Mar 27, 2024
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I'd look on dark net markets. There's a whole sticky thread somewhere on here on how to use it for beginners
 
Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
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Yeah, the dark net is a pretty good option. Germany has many sellers. But setting things up so that you are safe on there can be a pain.
 

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