Venting I can't get help when I need it the most

[dayhell]

I'm going through a horrible crisis and I really need help, I'd even go to the psych ward at this point but I can't see my psychiatrist for 3 months because she's on summer vacation and the waiting lists are long. I've been trying really hard to stay afloat somehow but there's still almost a month until I can see my doctor and I'm in constant pain. Not crying at work is a daily challenge. My coworkers are the main reason why I've been trying to avoid getting hospitalized, they would find out where I am and talk shit about me and I really don't need that. So I thought why go to the hospital when things will be worse when I'm released? But I don't even give a shit about that anymore, I just want some change... It's just that I came to this conclusion at the wrong time. The psych ward won't save or cure me but my ctb attempts won't either because I don't have the courage it takes and I really feel like there's no hope left for me. I wish I could just end my suffering. It's been too long already.

 

[eupdplishlp]

I'm not sure where ur from but I'm sure u don't need a psychiatrist to be addmitted to hospital for mental health. they help with routine mostly like bare minimum routine i been in all levels of inpatient wards. is it somthing your considering?

 

[dayhell]

I'm not sure where ur from but I'm sure u don't need a psychiatrist to be addmitted to hospital for mental health. they help with routine mostly like bare minimum routine i been in all levels of inpatient wards. is it somthing your considering?

My therapist told me that I can get in through the psychiatrist I'm seeing and while she's on holiday, the best I can do is call an ambulance if I feel like my life is in danger. I suppose it works like that in Hungary. And if I'll get a say in it, I'd rather go to the one in the capital city because they throw you out after 2 weeks in my town apparently. How long were your stays if I may ask? I have no idea how long they keep you there but I've been told that they'd only release me when I'm stable and medicated.

 

[eupdplishlp]

My therapist told me that I can get in through the psychiatrist I'm seeing and while she's on holiday, the best I can do is call an ambulance if I feel like my life is in danger. I suppose it works like that in Hungary. And if I'll get a say in it, I'd rather go to the one in the capital city because they throw you out after 2 weeks in my town apparently. How long were your stays if I may ask? I have no idea how long they keep you there but I've been told that they'd only release me when I'm stable and medicated.

thats understandable the ambualnce is gd if you are considering this. Choosing location is also smart, I'm from UK and also go toward the centre for better care. You might even find an option that isn't inpatient. For me stay is usaually about 36 hours non od or with od can be 3 days before discharge. they will help when adjusting to new medication as you can do it in a conrolled envoriment with doctors around to handel any side effects and you get it done 10x quicker in hospital compared to community care