I can't find any relatable media

[kunikuzushi]

I fail to relate to any media about depression and suicide because it always has the undertone that someone needs to be "saved" and that life is inherently valuable. I also don't like media where if someone is depressed, it's something that needs to be fixed. Or if someone commits suicide, it's seen as tragic. I hate that there's almost no media that explores this meaningless existence and how unbearable it is and how it makes sense that we're miserable because everything is meaningless. The only thing I can find and that comforts me are metal albums. But I want something I can watch.

 

[luma]

I know exactly what you mean. I LOVE film, and I too wish there were more movies that challenge society's perception of suicide. Specifically, I wish there were more comedies about suicide, because ironically, I think something like that would heal me. Unfortunately, a movie like that would probably be labeled as "edgy", "insensitive", and/or "encouraging suicide" (which I do understand, to an extent), so a lot of filmmakers avoid framing suicide as anything other than tragic and avoidable.

 

[DaisiesRegrets]

Not necessarily something to watch but Goodnight Punpun is a good read. It's very heavy and deals with a lot of themes of depression, childhood trauma, loneliness and isolation. Kokoro and No Longer Human are also good reads which deal with similar themes. I can't think of much too watch however sadly. Welcome to the NHK deals with similar themes but it's not as bleak as the previous suggestions. Trainspotting is a movie I adore which doesn't really deal with themes of suicide or loneliness, however it's pure cynicism is something which I personally really enjoy. These are just some suggestions, toss them aside if you want.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I know exactly what you mean. I LOVE film, and I too wish there were more movies that challenge society's perception of suicide. Specifically, I wish there were more comedies about suicide, because ironically, I think something like that would heal me. Unfortunately, a movie like that would probably be labeled as "edgy", "insensitive", and/or "encouraging suicide" (which I do understand, to an extent), so a lot of filmmakers avoid framing suicide as anything other than tragic and avoidable.

I love when suicide is portrayed lightheartedly. I would love a comedy about suicide. I guess we're stuck in a world right now where that's seen as unacceptable. I would make my own media but I'm nearing the end of my life and have no energy for that. But honestly I might.

Not necessarily something to watch but Goodnight Punpun is a good read. It's very heavy and deals with a lot of themes of depression, childhood trauma, loneliness and isolation. Kokoro and No Longer Human are also good reads which deal with similar themes. I can't think of much too watch however sadly. Welcome to the NHK deals with similar themes but it's not as bleak as the previous suggestions. Trainspotting is a movie I adore which doesn't really deal with themes of suicide or loneliness, however it's pure cynicism is something which I personally really enjoy. These are just some suggestions, toss them aside if you want.

I forgot to mention I don't enjoy heavy serious things. It's hard to explain but maybe I love the meaninglessness of life portrayed in a lighthearted way. I've read some of Goodnight punpun and found it not to match how I feel. I absolutely love No Longer Human, but now I'm at the point where I stay away from things too serious like that. And Welcome to the NHK is on my list of things to watch! I will definitely watch Trainspotting. Thank you so much for the recommendations.