Venting I cant believe im still alive

[myaccount1104]

Im so pathetic im so fucking tired of this im tired feeling like this and im so tired of being scared all the time. i think i could do it if i was drunk enough but i just never stop being scared i need another push I wish it didnt have to be life or death or permanent brain damage

 

[unluckysadness]

I can't believe I'm still alive too with all my disabilities