Yeah, so there you go. Not even about family and friends. I don't wish anyone harm, but whatever happens, happens. I don't know if I'm pulling away to numb myself for the inevitable and/or I'm so fed up with my existence that I don't give a flying f#ck.
I'm with you. You kind of have to be indifferent to an extent to CTB (in my opinion)
I still care deeply for those I am leaving behind, I have always cared deeply and I always will until my end, it's just who I am.
No shade intended, I hope whatever way comforts you most you can find.
No shade intended, I hope whatever way comforts you most you can find.
Haematemesis
Student
- Jan 12, 2025
- 167
if I'm ready to go i wouldn't care about people
but when I'm alive i automatically do
it is how (most) humans are but once you're gone it's over
but when I'm alive i automatically do
it is how (most) humans are but once you're gone it's over
Nothing Left
🧿
- Sep 6, 2024
- 218
I feel you.
I've been isolated from society for so long there's nothing left to be attached to.
No friends, no aspirations for social connections anymore.
The family I live with is a literal detriment to my mental and physical health.
I sympathize with my dad because he's old and tired and traumatized, but he is perpetuating a horrible situation.
I'm done giving a fuck about the past, the innocent, or anyone.
I've been isolated from society for so long there's nothing left to be attached to.
No friends, no aspirations for social connections anymore.
The family I live with is a literal detriment to my mental and physical health.
I sympathize with my dad because he's old and tired and traumatized, but he is perpetuating a horrible situation.
I'm done giving a fuck about the past, the innocent, or anyone.
LastNite
Hi
- Mar 31, 2025
- 286
I'm in the same boat, I don't care about anyone near me. Wouldn't give a fuck if someone felt a bit down cuz I killed myself. My family sucks shit so Idc about them much. My father is an ass hole and beat me as a kid. Hes lucky I didnt go insane on him and kill him hes apart of the reason Im so socially awkward and distant. Not just that my life sucks because he had to have sex with some woman who is now my mom I didnt wanna come out of his fucking shit. he doesnt do that anymore but its too late im fucked mentally and Im friendless. I speak a minimum of 50 words per day and I have zero interactions with anyone outside. I was the kid to sit alone at school. I dont fully blame my father but a lot of it is on him and the other is on people. I think anyone who is happy and an ass hole for no reason to others is a waste of air. Theyre the ones who bring others down to a shit hole. Hopefully that orange head and the other half bald half hair ass get in a fight and nuke this shit of a planet to pieces.
Blue Dream
Student
- Sep 26, 2024
- 134
You cared enough to bring it up.
If your existence is unbearable it's silly for others to expect you to stay to avoid making them sad
If your existence is unbearable it's silly for others to expect you to stay to avoid making them sad
Nobody really cares about me, it is always been like that.
What stops me are definitely not the others
What stops me are definitely not the others
