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Discussion I am thinking of going all in on casino

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Edgerunner

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Jun 9, 2024
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I already have SN, meto(forgot the name) and xanax. I think these should be enough to end it.

When I get the paycheck I will leave some $ in order to go to a nice otel. With the rest of it I will hit the casino and all in the money on roulette. I like the idea of leaving it to chance(or god). If I lose I have to do it anyways because I will be fucked. It will force me to book the otel and finish the deed.

If I win. I will go one more month and have fun with drugs raves and shit and repeat the cycle. This is not just an idea I thought about it its kinda genious no? XD

what do you guys think.

Imagine the adrenaline of spinning your life
 
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