
BasilThePlant
Member
- Aug 13, 2024
- 41
I have had an ED for years. I feel it would be easiest to just VSED (still drinking water, but no cals) to CTB. It would give me my desired figure before my death, and if I were to survive, I could chalk it up to my ED and not an attempt to avoid going to a mental hospital. It gives me the pain I deserve, and I can finally focus on my studies for my last 2 months instead of meticulously planning my cal limits and fasting times. Anyone have any tips? How would I hide this from friends and family? How to stop cravings? How to hide hunger/weight loss/deterioration before dying?