AngelTear
Dead before 30
- Oct 27, 2025
- 179
I am incapable of feeling love/loved
And more or less incapable of loving people back
I only have friends because they kept coming back
It frustrates me because I don't/can't understand it
And because I have never felt it before but even if I did feel it I wouldn't understand, trust it, or believe it
I can only base it on logical evidence, it's something that does happen, it's observable, so therefore it is real for others
But even then you're still a filthy fucking LIAR
I look at other people who show love normally whether their relationship be platonic, romantic, familial, etc
I feel conflicting emotions: jealousy, curiosity, anger, and disgust
I just don't understand it, I don't understand at all
I am very much different than you, I'm an alien
And I feel like people can look at me and tell
I don't like your eyes, don't look at me
I wish I was never born
And more or less incapable of loving people back
I only have friends because they kept coming back
It frustrates me because I don't/can't understand it
And because I have never felt it before but even if I did feel it I wouldn't understand, trust it, or believe it
I can only base it on logical evidence, it's something that does happen, it's observable, so therefore it is real for others
But even then you're still a filthy fucking LIAR
I look at other people who show love normally whether their relationship be platonic, romantic, familial, etc
I feel conflicting emotions: jealousy, curiosity, anger, and disgust
I just don't understand it, I don't understand at all
I am very much different than you, I'm an alien
And I feel like people can look at me and tell
I don't like your eyes, don't look at me
I wish I was never born
