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girlzjustwant2vomit

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Jan 16, 2026
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Hey! So I've been going through some options and I think that a fentanyl overdose would be best for me. I don't know how to do it though so is there a guide posted on here or can somebody tell me how to? I've never used fentanyl before and I've heard that small amounts can be deadly, so how much should I use? And what method for using it? Also does anybody have any tips on how to get it? I'm planing to ctb in the Netherlands so I'd either have to get it there which idk how to do or I could get it where I live (college town, it's everywhere lol) and find a way to sneak it through tsa. I actually had a friend that snuck some meth through tsa by cutting a hole in her pad and hiding it there but it still feels risky idk. Any tips/info would be greatly appreciated! Thank you! :p
Oh I forgot to clarify, I'm ctb-ing in zuidlaren but idk where I'm staying yet. I have family and friends all over so if there's a specific area where it would easy to get please lmk!
 
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UnoX48

UnoX48

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Jan 6, 2026
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I'm from the North of France, so not very far from the Netherlands... do you think it's easy to get fentanyl in Amsterdam?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you here.

I have not looked into fent much as it is not my thing, but this thread exists and may be of help:
 
dollofyarn

dollofyarn

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Dec 15, 2025
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Oh please let me know when you do find it! I'm from nl as well and would be interested in this method too
 
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girlzjustwant2vomit

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Jan 16, 2026
58
I'm from the North of France, so not very far from the Netherlands... do you think it's easy to get fentanyl in Amsterdam?
That's what I was thinking! I've used dating apps/personals listings to find what I need in my hometown, so maybe that would work there too? Idk what code to use for my bio tho
Oh please let me know when you do find it! I'm from nl as well and would be interested in this method too
hey! idk for sure but me and somebody else think that Amsterdam would be the best/easiest place. I've used dating apps and personals listings to get drugs before idk what code to use for this tho
Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you here.

I have not looked into fent much as it is not my thing, but this thread exists and may be of help:
Tysm!!!!!
 
InvasionOfPublicity

InvasionOfPublicity

finding redemption.
Jun 5, 2023
38
I'm considering this so let us know if u figure it out! I've heard its very peaceful and calm, which I would love to experience in my passing.
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

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Jan 22, 2026
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I was planning on making a post about fentanyl. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point but here is a pretty step by step guide to obtaining it, as I do believe it is the best route of CTB.

The easiest method would be to just ask a homeless person as I assume there is at least a small population of them in your college town. Don't act like it's your first time using, say you need to "get well" and refer to it as fent, dope, boy or blues (pill form). However, getting it through a homeless person leaves you susceptible to being scammed.

The best and most reliable method will be to order it from the darknet, this ensures that you know exactly what you are receiving and can rely on it being pure/potent. It seems complicated but is fairly straightforward. I'll give a brief overview but you can find in depth guides like the DNM bible on reddit r/Darknet and Dread.

First, download the Tor browser, then paste the link ( tor.taxi ) or ( daunt.link )to get a catalog of the specific .onion web addresses to darknet markets and forums like Dread. Dread is the best resource for anything darknet related as it is basically like the reddit of tor.

You will need to do a couple things to be able to order like buy the crypto currency monero on an exchange like cake wallet, as well as generate a PGP key with a program like GPG suite. All of which can be learned easily on Dread (just search for the DNM bible). Also, most markets pretend to ban fent so you will just need to look for pressed blues and powder called stuff like "china white" under the heroin section.

Once you get the fentanyl it will not be hard to smuggle at all. Just either get pressed pills (blue "perc 30s") or put the raw powder in capsules, then put the pills/capsules in a regular vitamin or pill bottle. TSA is only really worried about people trafficking large amounts of drugs so you will not get caught.

I wish you the best of luck and really do hope you change your mind. I would really suggest just using this method to buy other drugs and going on a bender instead.
 
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