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HelpDoesNotExist

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Jul 10, 2024
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So far besides drinking from a coke can right after helps but it's getting harder to keep anything down
I'm trying to destroy my body as fast as possible, been drinking hard liquor as often as I can but the problem is it's really hard not to puke up after a certain amount, especially since barely eating to make it stronger already makes my stomach hurt all the time now, although that's actually good because it means I'm finally starting to hurt my liver and stuff or whatever.
Any of you manage to get those anti-vomit pills? What did you say to get them?
 
FallingGrace

FallingGrace

Secretary of something
Mar 11, 2020
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Just so I'm understanding here, your method of suicide is slowly, painfully and miserably dying of chronic alcoholism over the course of potentially decades? Or are you specifically aiming for acute alcohol poisoning?
 
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HelpDoesNotExist

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Just so I'm understanding here, your method of suicide is slowly, painfully and miserably dying of chronic alcoholism over the course of potentially decades? Or are you specifically aiming for acute alcohol poisoning?
No I've already drank a ton and gotten really sick a bunch of times but never got alcohol poisoning, I just want to speed things up so my body is a mess and I don't keep clinging to life even though I hate every second of it and can't live with memories of regrets
 
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nihilism__

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Jul 12, 2024
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No I've already drank a ton and gotten really sick a bunch of times but never got alcohol poisoning, I just want to speed things up so my body is a mess and I don't keep clinging to life even though I hate every second of it and can't live with memories of regrets
Why don't u try SN?
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
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No it doesn't mean you're harming your liver. I'm no expert, but it's probably stomach acid? Amongst other things. Your liver can take a real beating you know. I've overdosed on a lot before, without help, and well, I'm still here. Your liver can regenerate itself

It takes decades to die from what you're doing.

I know an alcoholic in my building, oh and across the road from me. Both have been alcoholics for a long time, one 15 - 20 years, and one longer, they are both in good health. They rarely eat also. The other one is also a drug addict and injected for over a decade, now smokes it - still, in good health, like I said.

What makes you think this will kill you? All it'll do is make you sick, nothing else. Seriously
 
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Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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Throw in Marlborough Lights or whatever tobacco comes to hand depending on finances, beans on toast, chips (or fries, assuming you're American from the liquor bit) and pizza, and you've just described my lifestyle as a student - and millions of others across the world.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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It took my cousin 2 years to drink herself to death, and she was not a drinker before starting with the booze. She had to switch to booze to dull her pain from end-stage Crohn's disease, because she got into some legal trouble and ended up with court-ordered drug testing, so all the (illicit) drugs she had been taking were being tested for. Died of liver failure. Not a pretty death at all.
 
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HelpDoesNotExist

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Jul 10, 2024
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Why don't u try SN?
I would if I had any way of getting it
No it doesn't mean you're harming your liver. I'm no expert, but it's probably stomach acid? Amongst other things. Your liver can take a real beating you know. I've overdosed on a lot before, without help, and well, I'm still here. Your liver can regenerate itself

It takes decades to die from what you're doing.

I know an alcoholic in my building, oh and across the road from me. Both have been alcoholics for a long time, one 15 - 20 years, and one longer, they are both in good health. They rarely eat also. The other one is also a drug addict and injected for over a decade, now smokes it - still, in good health, like I said.

What makes you think this will kill you? All it'll do is make you sick, nothing else. Seriously
That sucks, It's still good to make myself sick though
 
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mostlycloudy

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Jul 27, 2021
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I was thinking of standing on a stool, putting a noose around my neck, drinking so much I pass out, then falling off the stool, then the noose would do its work. (I've chickened out too many times trying to hang myself while sober). That's one way I think excessive alcohol consumption may help me die and it would not be a slow death.
 

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