How to ignore pain long enough to do it

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

Hi I want to kill myself soon, preferably tomorrow, I'm going to drink before I hang myself, how else do I ignore my instincts?
Need to just do it, I'm incredibly selfish so naturally I won't want to but I have to.
Please help pleas help, I'm sorry
I think I'm going to be arrested soon or something is going to happen bad that I don't want to happen I know it's consequences but I'm selfish I'm so sorry.
If someone wants the last of my money give me your paypal or bank or something

 

[Unspoken7612]

This isn't advice anyone can give you, I'm afraid. I'm sorry you're feeling this way, although I think many of us can relate to your pain.

Why do you think you're going to be arrested?

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

How can I just give up my life to benefit someone else, does anyone want a deal so that when I work my pay goes to them I need this someone please

This isn't advice anyone can give you, I'm afraid. I'm sorry you're feeling this way, although I think many of us can relate to your pain.

Why do you think you're going to be arrested?

I don't want to say because I'm a pussy, lots of bad stuff I've done over the years but I think someone may report me soon
Please someone I just need you to take my value away I want to work to pay you you dont need to do anything I just need someone on which i can be please just have a second backup person smurf thing ie me that you can use to take the blame for anything or anynthing please
I need to feel like I have a purpose please let me support you and give you my life

 

[L'absent]

I don't understand what kind of help you are looking for. What do you need?

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

I don't understand what kind of help you are looking for. What do you need?

I just need someone else I can help like they dont have to speak to me or anything I just need to help someone ie I work for them
Please
I'm complete degenerate I'm less than human please take everything from me.
When you know the people you aspire to be would run away if they saw you like what happened
CAn I walk into a police station and report myself maybe its a good idea

 

[scarletrat]

I just need someone else I can help like they dont have to speak to me or anything I just need to help someone ie I work for them
Please
I'm complete degenerate I'm less than human please take everything from me.
When you know the people you aspire to be would run away if they saw you like what happened

you could donate the money to a charity??

 

[a.dream.of.a.dream]

Have you spoken to your family about this? Do you have a church you can go to and seek advice?

 

[Unspoken7612]

GiveDirectly: Send money to people living in poverty

GiveDirectly allows donors to send money directly to people in poverty with no strings attached. Our approach is guided by rigorous evidence of impact and our values of efficiency, transparency, and respect.

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If you want to use your earnings to help people then this will give it to people who are very poor and will get more out of it than I would.

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

GiveDirectly: Send money to people living in poverty

GiveDirectly allows donors to send money directly to people in poverty with no strings attached. Our approach is guided by rigorous evidence of impact and our values of efficiency, transparency, and respect.

www.givedirectly.org

If you want to use your earnings to help people then this will give it to people who are very poor and will get more out of it than I would.

thats fucking smart bro im so dumb ty

Have you spoken to your family about this? Do you have a church you can go to and seek advice?

my family things ima failure,i am not religious but i wish i was.

 

[Unspoken7612]

It does sound like you're very depressed. I mean, so am I. It seems likely that some of your thoughts are inaccurate.

Is there anyone you can turn to for support? Do you have access to a doctor?

 

[princeeugeneofsavoy]

i dont have enough money to pay those guys rn but when im paid ill set it up thank you this means a lto

It does sound like you're very depressed. I mean, so am I. It seems likely that some of your thoughts are inaccurate.

Is there anyone you can turn to for support? Do you have access to a doctor?

no. IF you want help for your depression I have about £20 and its yours
this is adirect offer unspoken7612
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