Method How to deal with the guilt

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If you wait long enough, you will start to resent the fact that your guilt—about events you'll never see—is holding you back and hurting you even more than the reasons you already want to die.

Fuck 'em. Or don't. You won't be there, but you very much are here now and are very much already suffering.

Hope this helps!

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