Help how to cope with having to live??

[iLikeFrogs]

so I'm at all time low. I was hospitalised for SI and I feel like I'm more at risk than before. the problem is that my mother impulsively adopted a puppy dog and during these two weeks I was hospitalized, I realized that I will *need* to take her with me when I finally move out. like, they were barey managing her while I was away plus she got an uti which lead my father to threathing to abandon her in a forest.

she's a one year old puppy which means I have to plan out and live for at least next 12 years if not longer. I barely can comperhend living past this semester. I genuenly can't see me living longer than few months and knowing that I'll have to be alive for so long for her is crushing me. How do I cope with the anxiety and not being able to see me living for over a year as realistic?

 

[timf]

Dogs can be tricky. Their care can be taxing at times, but the emotional boost from such open affection can definitely fill a void.

The care of a pet can also be useful if someone has fallen victim to excessive self-focus. By being forced to care for another being, one can be drawn to make investment in others and even make and expand a circle of friends.

 

[Somegirlinhere]

You should make a plan to make sure the dog doesnt end up abandoned, maybe give it away if you cant take care of it

 

[MapleS]

For me recovery makes things better. But it's hard

 

[MapleS]

like you cannot die so you make things to feel better NOW

 

[FoxSauce]

I live like dayby day like I wake up and I already wanna end it.

Then turns to a wee then a month then a year. Tada (sarcasm)